A Diary to My Husband
Letter #1
Man, it’s been awhile since I’ve written you a morning note but…
GOOD MORNING MY LOVE!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
No, I haven’t had my morning coffee yet but I just feel really good even though my sleep tracker says I slept for 5h 59m. I know, it’s pretty strange.
Anyways, I just wanted to tell you how my week has been because I haven’t been quite happy with myself. I skipped out on my workouts despite wanting to. I didn’t write much (I think on my calendar, I only spent 2 hours to write this ENTIRE week). I didn’t meditate. I had some bad sleep — that damn rat keeps making so much noise around the chicken coop, and I can’t wait until the rat trap arrives. And because our schedule has been changing and we’ve been working non-stop on our new project, which for some reason has taken much longer than I had expected, I have been feeling more stressed and unaccomplished.
It’s been driving me crazy.
How can I possibly accomplish what I want if I can’t even get my schedule together?
How can I become who I want to be if I’m neglecting the things that’ve helped me grow?
I know what the solution is. I know what I need to do.
But…why is it that I can’t?
